Tuesday, October 26, 2010

For the LOVE of Triathlon

Like many things in life, you don't realize how much you really LOVE something until you go without it. After Ironman, there was a period of 7 days where I did nothing related to triathlon. It was kind of a good feeling I guess? I knew I had to rest my body and my mind so I made the most of that first saturday morning watching Giada and Ina and trying to just sit around. It drove me a little crazy as much as I longed for it for one full year. The next morning, I met my best friends and their kids for brunch at our signature good-old-days sunday funday place- Stanleys. It was UH-MAZING! It felt good to actually be home when they called with the invitation let alone be able to say, "I'm coming right over!"

Then came Monday. It was like I couldn't take it anymore. I went to the gym and ran on the treadmill for a glorious 35 minutes. I was in HEAVEN! I knew I was supposed to take a full 2 weeks off, but I was now bursting at the seams. In only a week's time, I could feel my pace and energy slow, but I felt great being back in it. Two days later I was in the pool. Another 2 days later I was riding 45 miles on the lakefront. It was a good ride with Erika and Akemi, but I was tired by the end and I was sore the next day. Just 2 weeks ago, I did Ironman. There was something unsettling about this to me.

During these same 2 weeks, Liz requested a review of races that I identified for 2011, so I tired to remind myself that I must listen to Liz and appreciate the gradual loss of fitness I am about to experience as an opportunity for growth come November 1 when 2011 training starts. That would include the first week off and 6 subsequent weeks of just playing around training and staying somewhat in control of my fitness.

To date, 6 1/2 weeks of those 7 weeks have passed. And, a loss of fitness has occured as Liz promised. However, for as much fitness was lost, twice as much desire to improve more this season has been gained. I kept up 3 weekly workouts with some pretty serious run splits and intensity training and can still go out and run an easy 10 miles without thinking twice as I did on Saturday. Tonight, I resumed Tuesday night swim practice at UIC with Sharone, our training center's owner. I am ready.

Not a lot of time has passed since Ironman and I realize I can't wait to get back into it- and, I know the committment involved won't end until this time next year once it starts again in 5 days. Triathlon has become my passion in life and I truly love it.

I also realized how much I much love triathlon when I made my biggest committment to date 3 weeks ago. I bought my Cervelo P2! It is so perfect and so fast. And, when I bought it, I knew it meant more than having a $3500 credit card bill to pay off.

It meant that I really love this sport and I'm serious about this next level of committment. At first, when I woke up the next day and saw it in my foyer I thought: HO-LY-SHIT. WHAT DID I DO! But, I knew I was ready for it. I could've charged it back in July and had to race the Steelhead Half Ironman and even Ironman in September. Some people don't understand why I just didn't buy it then if I was going to buy it now anyway.

I didn't deserve it then. Now, I know what it takes and I want to go there. I want to train this year 10 times harder than last year and I can say that because I know how much I love it. I needed to hear from Liz that going even further than I dreamed- trying to qualify for Nationals next year- actually is possible. I needed to survive Ironman and come out on the other end saying, "That was the best day of my life."

For whatever reason, there are a bunch of quotes lately about how much the average Ironman athlete's salary is and the answer is twice the amount of what I make. And, I could've told you that myself after I realized this past year of training, races, coaching and replacing shoes/goggles/swimsuits/tires/sportsbras/nutrition, etc totaled over $10,000. And, that was before the Cervelo.

So, I also realized how much I loved triathlon when I decided to get a second job to pay for it all. I just started on Saturday as a home health OT because RIC has now given me a 1.5% raise 3 years in a row and I simply cannot afford this anymore. Tonight, after working at RIC all day, I saw one of my new home health patients from 5-6pm, finally came home and made a quick salad with fresh breaded eggplant with basil in 25 minutes and then ran to swim practice on the other side of the city from 7:30-9pm.

So, when people ask me why do I do this, I say I do it for the love of triathlon. After a full days work at 2 jobs, I can't think of a better way to end my day than to drive 35 minutes to swim practice with our tough as nails triathlon club owner in a 50mph gusting storm at 7:30 at night.

And, I was lucky enough that he made me stay longer than everyone else to make a few additional improvements to my stroke.

Man, I LOVE IT!